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ohsorandom :

My brother print screened this page.
It was on the desktop while he was blog hopping.
I was busy watching two and a half man
when he called for me.

See me in the nuffnang column
on bottom right of the screen. :D

Man Rules

~ Babe e-mailed me this, I knew why. XD

The Man Rules

These are our rules!
Please note.. these are all numbered '1 '
ON PURPOSE!


1. Men are NOT mind readers.

1. Learn to work the toilet seat.
You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down..
We need it up, you need it down.
You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.

1.. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides.
Let it be.

1. Crying is blackmail.

1. Ask for what you want..
Let us be clear on this one:
Subtle hints do not work!
Strong hints do not work!
Obvious hints do not work!
Just say it!

1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.

1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do.
Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.


1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument.
In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 Days.


1. If you think you're fat, you probably are.
Don't ask us.

1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one

1. You can either ask us to do something or tell us how you want it done.
Not both.
If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.

1. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials.

1.. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.

1. ALL men see in only 16 colours, like Windows default settings.
Peach, for example, is a fruit, not A colour. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.

1. If it itches, it will be scratched...
We do that.

1. If we ask what is wrong and you say 'nothing,' We will act like nothing's wrong.
We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.

1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.

1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine... Really.

1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as baseball or motor sports.

1. You have enough clothes.

1. You have too many shoes.

1. I am in shape. Round IS a shape!

where I belong

home sweet home!

landed in Kuching on AK5214 at 7pm.

took dinner with my family.

then went shopping with them.

got back to my comfy bed.

everytime I'm back,

there will be some changes at home.

I knew it.

this time,

a freezer on the second floor,

right in front of my room! :D

a surprise,

Mum got sick when I was having my finals.

yup, nobody told me.

I understand why.

she was admitted to the hospital for 4 days.

in recovery period now.

she can't eat solid food yet.

about yesterday's girls day & night out,

we watched 2012,

my rating at 7/10.

I expected something more.

then, we had buffet dinner at 2 plus 1,

steamboat plus grill.

after dinner, went for karaoke till 2am.

started packing only when we got back.

packed till 6am, woke up at 9am.

almost missed our 11am bus.

was just in time.

enjoyed each others company for a 4 hours journey.

reached airport 2 hours earlier,

had lunch, checked in.

bit goodbye.

okay, I need to hit the bed now.

3 hours sleep only this morning.

damn! I miss him already.

my life

My life had been full of challenges.

I fell a lot and worked very hard to stand back up.

I didn't know it was so bad until someone told me this:

"you must had sinned so much in your past

life that you are facing all these."

Yea, it is that bad.

I faced moments where I was too weak to face the world,

but I am glad many gave me support.

The love I received guide me through everything.

And I love everyone for that.

If you did something wrong to me before,

hehe...nevermind, you are forgiven.

I don't keep grunges.

But I do hope you forgive me too. :D

Just so random :

"When all songs and moments remind me of him,

and when he forgotten every important thing he promised me,

it hurts to think whether he will still remember me when I'm gone."

Curlyyyy

I was so bored yesterday so besides doing the smokey eyes makeup,

I decided to do paper hair curls.

So here are the before and after picture.

Stop laughing cause it ain't funny wtf

I had to sleep with paper curls on my head and believe me,

it is NOT comfortable at all.

Well, I guess it's true that girls will

go through the pain just to be beautiful.

For example, wearing high heels or

getting your scalp burnt by the straightening iron wtf

After I finished rolling and tying all the papers on my hair.

When I opened all the papers. So fluffy right?

Reminds me of my curly hair days.

I did curled my hair like this after form 5.

Last me less than a month though it cost me MYR100 something.

I can't stand the maintenance. So I straighten it back.

That was when I spoil my silky hair wtf

Just add a lil water, straighten the front part.

There you go, a less fluffy wavy hair.

I ran my fingers through so many times,

so no more curls, only waves wtf


The fun part is,

when you wash your hair it will be straightened back! :D

Me loveee experimenting.

never let go ♥

I still remember the day he first

said "hi" to me during Moral lesson.

He said we talked before, but I can never recall.

Sorry. Hehe :D

All the star gaze, walks,

until the day you dared yourself to hold my hand.

You said you were in love and I asked who was that girl.

My heart was pumping fast,

cause I was afraid that you won't say my name.

I love you but I didn't dare to let you know.

When you held my hand

and asked that heart stopping question,

yes, my heart skipped a few beats. :D

I was speechless,

couldn't even open my mouth to say "yes".

I just held your hand tighter,

and you knew what I meant.

You let me lean on your shoulder,

and we star gazed the whole night. :)

All those nicknames,

arguments and swearing,

to the Indonesian speaking us today.

Every moment counts.

Today is our one year anniversary. :)

He had his final paper today as well.

But he remembered our anniversary,

when I thought all he was thinking about was his studies.

He wished us exacted at 12 midnight.

I understand we couldn't afford a grand celebration

and we don't have the time to celebrate on the day itself.

So instead, we had supper at night.

And I told him this:

"the most special anniversary ever is when
it is not celebrated with materials,
no gifts, no trips, no treats...
but just me & you enjoying the presence of one another,
at the mamak stall. Hahah! thanks."

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Your presence, is my present,

is my gift for this special day. ♥

My favourite picture.

It was so spontaneous. :D


~Cheers to many more years to come.

May God be with us always,

and may He bless our relationship. Amen~

Smokeyyyy

Here is a smokey eyes tutorial did specially for dear Wan Linnie.

She said she is still having trouble doing smokey eyes.

Well, I am still learning so here I shall show the common smokey eyes.

With 3 tones, silver, grey and black.

You can find tutorials on smokey eyes with other tones,

such as blue, purple and green.

You can use any monochromatic make ups you have.

I am using the cheap ones cause I don't use make up often,

so I guess there is no point buying expensive ones wtf

But the decision is up to you. :)

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Okay, enough of the introduction.

Now, the first step is always to clean your face and exfoliate it.

Make your skin clean before applying make ups.

If your skin is very dry and peeling at certain areas,

like mine, apply lotion on the affected area.

1. As you can see,

I am having dark circles due to sleep deprive.

Just finished my exams and at last,

I got my sleeping hours back. :)

2. So the motif of my concealer here

mainly is to decrease my eye bag

because I don't have any acne (for now) or scars on my face.

Use a two-way sponge to dab the concealer and blend it.

3. After applying concealer,

apply a thin layer of foundation.

Remember the neck line as well.

4. Start with the lightest colour

(among the 3 tones -silver).

Apply at the centre of the eyelids and

at your brow line as indicated by the arrows.

Be careful not to reach the edges.

5. Next, apply the intermediate tone (here being grey)

near your tear ducts, as indicated with number 1.

Apply the darkest tone (being black) at the outer side,

as indicated with number 2.

Softly blend them together but avoiding smooching the colour.

6. Apply eyeliner at the bottom lid.

As for me, I prefer pencil eyeliner for bottom lids.

7. Apply a lil of (darkest tone) black eyeshadow

on the outer side of the lower lid.

Connect it with the upper eyeshadow

to create more shape to the eyes.

8. Apply white eyeshadow on the lower

lids near your tear duct as indicated.

9. Reapply the lightest tone (silver) on the

brow bone to enhance the shape of the eyes.

10. Blend it together with the eyeshadow at the eyelids.

11. Apply liquid eyeliner at the upper lids.

You can extend it at the end for sexier look.

(I use pencil for lower and liquid for upper :D )

12. Curl your eye lashes.

13. Apply mascara.

14. Dab on some black eyeshadow and

apply on your eyebrows.

I prefer using eyeshadow than eyebrow liner

because it can be drawn easier.

15. Apply any of your favourite lipstick or lip gloss.

I am using my favourite Nivea lipcare gloss & shine.

16. Apply a thin layer of blusher

to avoid looking like a clown. :D

17. Apply eyeshadow with tone slightly darker

than your skin on both sides of your nose.

This will create a sharp nose illusion.

(There are make up pencil specially for

this but I found an easier way, again :D )

18. The same illusion method

this time for sharper chin/jaw line.

Apply the eyeshadow slightly

below your cheekbones and going down your chin.


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Walla! Here are 2 images (more to camwhore wtf)

of me after the make up.

Did it just for this tutorial.

Rubbed it off right after I snapped these pictures. :)




See the big difference from the first picture?? Hehe.. :)

I admit make up did a lot of work on me.

But I still like natural look. Babe likes natural too.

Though he does admit like looking at pretty girls.

Which guys don't, right? XD

Lots of smiles & loves

It time to do Blog shopping and Blog hopping!!

I am super exited my exam ended.

And our anniversary is tomorrow!! :D

He will be sitting for his last paper tomorrow.

All the best Babe!

I had been sleeping for 12 hours.

Dreamt about a high school crush.

Nothing love-based or dirty wtf

He turned out to be a great friend in my dream.

We still contact each other time to time though.

My head still feels kinda heavy,

but thank God I have all my time to rest. :)

Had been watching Youtube videos on the Carefree Queen competition,

and still deciding whether I should take dance lessons during holidays.

Any ideas or suggestions?

Decided to change my study method,

to avoid making myself sick every exam season wtf

Decided to quote play unquote make ups as well.

Will Babe be generous enough to bring me out after his exam?

Will you Babe? :D *hint hint*

Love him superb much, he had guide me through.

And made me a lil more insane during the exam season.

Okay, mengantuk d...

The end, for now.

After all struggles and sufferings,
I managed to finished my finals.
End of exams, at least for now.
And I thank God for guiding me through.
Also to my parents and my friends.
I had been really weak.
Going almost out of my mind.
I even told my parents I did badly,
just to get them prepared for the worst.
For a week my head was spinning like ferris wheel.
I was like a walking corpse aka zombie.
During exams my whole body turned feverish,
I survived till the last,
and still in recovery.
I have double vision at times.
I head still feels like the vessels waiting to explode.
I am still having tinnitus (ringing in the ear),
due to over stress.
Pardon me if I ask you to repeat your words,
cause I may lost my hearing for few seconds,
from time to time.
I need to dance.
Movies won't help, neither will games or shopping.
Somebody, make me do Cha-cha or Samba?

damn!

Epic fail, I can't wait till Sunday to blog.

Cause I need to say this out :

I WANT ALL THESE NIGHTMARES TO END FAST!!!

I am feeling too tired to move on.